I love the way people take advantage of my kindness. On the real, I'm far too kind to people. Time and time again I keep giving people chance after chance after chance. Keep doing for people and never on the recieving side of the stick. I'm sick of it. Totally fed up. You play me once, shame on u. Play me twice, shame on me. Damn that finger always pointing at me! No more miss nice girl. POOM is back and in full effect. NO is the new response for 2007. Don't ask me for anything unless you're a part of my family or a part of my ribcage.

I just need to do some SERIOUS re-evaluating.

People don't change... U simply one day see the person they really are.

SHOP AROUND

Just because you've become a young woman now
There's still some things that you don't understand now
Before you ask some guy for his hand now
Keep your freedom for as long as you can now
My mama told me You better shop around

There's some things that I want you to know now
Just as sure as the wind's gonna blow now
The men'll come and the men are gonna go now
Before you tell 'em that you love 'em so now
My mama told me You better shop around

Try to get yourself a bargain, girl
Don't be sold on the very first one
Good-looking guys come a dime a dozen
Try to find you one who's gonna give you true loving

Before you take a man and say I do now
Make sure he's in love with you now
Make sure that his love is true now
I hate to see you feeling sad and blue now
My mama told me You better shop around

-Smokey Robinson

GUY TALK W/ THE GUYS

So I basically already know that majority of the relationships I enter will eventually lead to me being the one left to dry (like its always been). I know sex is a big thing for most guys but I honestly don't see a reason to throw it at every man I meet. (I applaud the hoes... u all are very brave). I want my first time to be with someone I love (like REALLY love). But neway, I've talked about this before. But yea...

I had some conversations with some of the guys cuz for a minute I was like "that can't be the only reason. I gotta be doin sumthn else" but I was reassured. I am as "bad" as I think I am. Im freaking awesome and if they can't deal with my choices then its their loss... not mine. (DIRTBAGS)

[THE FEEDBACK]

ThePerfctMisfit (7:33:37 PM): i give em chances n then they leave me all dry once i start liking them
WatChuSoMadAtNow (6:34:30 PM): well look on the bright side
WatChuSoMadAtNow (6:34:55 PM): just off of my experiences from talking to u .......i no that who ever does get the chance to get with u an take it to the nex level
WatChuSoMadAtNow (6:35:13 PM): has to be a special dude
WatChuSoMadAtNow (6:35:29 PM): cuz tha average is getting nowea

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Relldakidd (9:35:07 AM): If they can't see what a grrrrrrrrreat*tony the tiger* person u are
Relldakidd (9:35:13 AM): Then they don't deserve u
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Jeanavenue (12:30:34 PM): You know chaun u really wifey material u bet not settle for no lame dude



Well in other news... we're planning a trip to Miami for memorial day weekend. This should be super. I need to get away ya know. See some new people and jus chilllllllllll.... Oh n i found some new heat... awwwwwww man


Next blog Next blog!!! lolol


Oh and my secret sister gave me a book to read... awwwwwweeeeeee. Get my spiritual life in order. "Woman thou art loosed" by T.D. Jakes. Ima start tonite after accounting homework.

-peace

THIS IS SOOO TRUE ABOUT ME LOL

Gemini - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go.You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire.You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you. Your negative traits: You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person.You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships.Not the most empathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems. Your ideal partner: Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested.Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave.An open minded person, who's willing to have a non-traditional relationship. Your dating style: Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy. Your seduction style: Experimental: it's rare that you try the same thing twice.Hot and cold... sometimes you're just not into the whole sex thing. Tips for the future: Settle down a little. Sometimes good things come with time - so don't let people go so fast.Acknowledge that you're a player and flirt. If your mate can't live with this, find someone who can.Give your partner a little more attention. You don't have to be a social butterfly all the time. Best color to attract mate: Sunny yellow Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's" Your Love Profile?

Im young, bright, and bold yet I still keep holding back from doing EVERYTHING CHAUNNA want's to do in life.

Someone once said "Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure."

Sometimes...ok, ALOT of the time, Im scared to try and fail... or maybe try and be great at something. Either way, there's pressure.

I know I can never turn back the hands of time and un-do all the the WRONG I've done. I can only work towards attempting to make my life better.

Staying prayerful & focused is my only hope. And I've really got to stop listening to everyone's advice except my OWN.

*I always find myself BACK on this topic lol*

I need a new book to read... Any suggestions???

Why the HOES get all the LOVE...topic of discussion

Sushil said in our convo...

ThePerfctMisfit (10:17:25 AM): People make me feel like its a sin to be a virgin
Drsus625 (10:17:57 AM): don't pay that no mind chaunna seriously
ThePerfctMisfit (10:18:09 AM): its always the ones I like that can't handle it
Drsus625 (10:18:13 AM): cuz if its dudes saying it they just mad cuz they can't get it
Drsus625 (10:18:28 AM): and if its girls they just mad cuz they can't get it back


Vlad said...

"because when guys are young all they looking for is a good time
and a hoe is gonna "always" show them a "good time"

** Response to Ms. Misfit, Hoes always get our time becuz as young men we are looking for a good time, a quick nut, in and out like a robbery... But do understand we do know she's a Hoe and all we'll do is string her out and have her Gassed. Do understand that we know the difference, aint no Hoe ever taking me away from wifey!!! And that's a fact, (He smirks)**A Woman??? That right therr is a Hoe!(Vladimir S.)


lmao @ in and out like a robbery


But yeah, in response to that, the game is wack. The niggas are wack, the hoes are wack, their lives are wack and I'm great!

sooooooooooo F-U

:)

Peace