I thought I met the guy who had everything I was ever looking for
Sad to say, he came up short in other areas that mattered to me
Since I couldn't change him I had to let him go


When it comes to matters of the heart, would u compromise who you are for the love of another or do u simply believe that if it was true love they should be accepted as they are.

I personally believe that if changing for this person puts you in an awkward position and you feel as if changing will jeapordize your true self, then it is best that the two not be together. I wanted him to change because I thought it would be for the better. My best isnt always the best for another.

Question

What happens when you finally get a hold of something and u have to struggle to keep it? Do you let it go and say "well, its not worth the fight" and find something new or do you endure it because it is worth the fight?

... Thats something i ponder everday of my life and I'm leaning towards just letting it go for good.

Boys....DOGS!!!!

I want to begin this particular blog with this famous quote. All women know this one...
"Men Are Dogs!"

After a short discussion with my roomie (Aids-dae)... I've come to the conclusion that majority of men are in fact animals. Monogamy isn't even a part of their vocab. I personally feel that they should all go to Mars, screw eachother, and get Aids and die! All the good ones who believe in commitment can stay. I truly don't get it. If you say you love someone, why is it so hard to just be with them and them alone? If you find something better just end the other relationship. Cheating hurts much worse.

No, I am not a victim but i know many girls who are. Don't get me wrong, there are some shady chicks in the world as well (i know this)... but this kind of behavior is most common amongst the male gender. Why?? If any men can answer this for me, I'd be more than happy to listen


Good night

Education Blues :(

Okay so this is what it is. Im currently in my second year (last semester) of college right and I I'm still undecided. Im seriously growing more and more depressed every time I think about it. I just want to do something that i enjoy doing. Now that I'm looking at my life there are so many things I could have done differently. I guess I'm just afraid of taking chances. Now im stuck in an institution where I cant find anything to do. I should have utilized my talents and skills *art, hair...* instead of trying to do the "RIGHT" thing. Making money is great but what happens when I'm just very unhappy *kinda like I am right now*???? I really have no clue about what to do and im just very unhappy with the way things are looking right now. The only thing I can do right now is pray about it...

Dear Lord,
I first would just like to say thank you for life health and strength. Thank you for keeping me and my family daily. Forgive me for not doing what I should have been doing. Lord in the name of your son Jesus I ask now that you lead and guide me. Give me direction. Give me what to do. I ask that u order my step in your word. Please help me in my future career *whatever that may be*... I ask that you help me to decide what is right for ME. I love you and thank you. I have faith that you will come through for me.
These things I pray in Jesus' name,
Amen.


*Don't pray & worry*
J. Moss (great song for inspiration right now)

Introduction

My name is Chaunna Michole Henry. I was born June 10th, 1988 in Brooklyn New York. I grew up for a little while in Jamaica, Queens with my grandmother, Joyce Brown, who passed away. *I miss her*... My mother moved to Hempstead, Long Island soon after my father passed ( He was murdered in 1989. Crazy right?) I'm guessing her intentions were to start life over with my brother and me. Long Island has been really good to me. Here is where all my success and memories took place. I met some of my best friends here. Had my first boyfriend here. First kiss *lol*... alot of things happened here.


Lets jump to where I am now. Im currently 17 years old. I currently live with my mother, step-father, brother, step sister, and her daughter. (I have 3 other step sisters and 2 step brothers). I was raised in a Christian church (my faith keeps me going)... My step-father is the pastor of my church. *You should come visit one day.* I attend St. Johns University and am in the process of completing my 2nd year here. Wonder how??? Long story. Lets just say I did what I had to do to get here and worked hard to get here.


My purpose for starting this blog primarily is to somehow express my feelings minus the pen. Im in the part of my life where Im changing everyday. Soooo, from this blog on It wil primarily tell the story of the future, things im going through, things im feeling, my thoughts... that kind of thing. Hope you all enjoy my stories