Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Education Blues :(

Okay so this is what it is. Im currently in my second year (last semester) of college right and I I'm still undecided. Im seriously growing more and more depressed every time I think about it. I just want to do something that i enjoy doing. Now that I'm looking at my life there are so many things I could have done differently. I guess I'm just afraid of taking chances. Now im stuck in an institution where I cant find anything to do. I should have utilized my talents and skills *art, hair...* instead of trying to do the "RIGHT" thing. Making money is great but what happens when I'm just very unhappy *kinda like I am right now*???? I really have no clue about what to do and im just very unhappy with the way things are looking right now. The only thing I can do right now is pray about it...

Dear Lord,
I first would just like to say thank you for life health and strength. Thank you for keeping me and my family daily. Forgive me for not doing what I should have been doing. Lord in the name of your son Jesus I ask now that you lead and guide me. Give me direction. Give me what to do. I ask that u order my step in your word. Please help me in my future career *whatever that may be*... I ask that you help me to decide what is right for ME. I love you and thank you. I have faith that you will come through for me.
These things I pray in Jesus' name,
Amen.


*Don't pray & worry*
J. Moss (great song for inspiration right now)

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