But why is this so true??? lol... shame shame shame

...Here and Now by Kimberla Lawson Roby

You would never believe it! For the first time, i finished an entire novel in ONE day... well I started from the second chapter but there were like 29 of em lol. Really good book might I had. I mean, I couldnt help but to keep reading. Before I knew it, i was looking at the final chapter. Well it is now 4.33 am---> maddddd hours spent with my face n that book. But it has me trippin a little bit. All those deaths and things got my mind a little disoriented. I'll be alright though. Well, thats about all for now.... Oh no it isnt. (Private entry awaits)

A Wonderful Pastime

I LOVE READING!!!! Books just take me to another place. I love it. I love the fact that I can imagine things as I want them to be. From the faces of the characters to how they sound. You can't do that with movies. Im so glad I have all of this free time to just sit in my house and read all night long! When I start my job I wont be able to do this so Im getting all I can in at once lol. Im on my third book in three weeks. Im on a frickin' role! Nehooo... these are the books I've read so far.



The bestselling, Blackboard Award–winning author of the enormously successful A Taste of Reality spins a riveting tale about a philandering preacher that readers will love to hate.
Curtis Black might be a man of the cloth, but with his irresistible looks, seductive charm, and charismatic personality, he's particularly beloved by his female parishioners — and almost every other woman he's ever met.
The trouble is, Curtis is married. At first he tries to resist temptation, but not for long. His insatiable appetite for women quickly gets the best of him. Overwhelmed by his sizzling love affairs and busy trying to convince the deacon board of the need for an ATM in the back of the church, Curtis has his hands full. Meanwhile Mariah, his second wife, is slowly discovering that beneath the tranquil and loving facade of their marriage a storm of lies and betrayal is about to rage.
Not to mention that Curtis's already shaky relationship with his teenaged daughter, Alicia, has reached the breaking point. Feeling neglected and unloved, Alicia searches for solace in the arms of a stranger, and before long she finds herself in a dangerous situation.
Eventually, the women in Curtis's life find that with a little careful planning — sneaky and otherwise — they can help Curtis reap the punishment that he so richly deserves. In this captivating and dramatic sequel to Casting the First Stone, Kimberla Lawson Roby, with her trademark wit and insight, sets sparks flying.
Set in the South during the 1960s, Church Folk tells the hilarious story of a young pastor and his wife who try to hold their congregation together despite its members' foibles... (Not gonna tell much about the book...If u go to church or kno nething about the church ull laugh alot and like it alot)


So I've just started this next book (its pretty good too. I read over 130 pages today and Im still going... Just needed to give my eyes a rest. lol)

Brilliant and vibrant, Marcella Jones had the whole world in her hands, until she gave her heart to the wrong man. Tyrone was handsome and charismatic, but he left her destitute, raising two small children alone - and yearning for the kind of life her dead-end job will never provide. Marcella's elder sister Racquel, lives in a fine home, has a fulfilling career and the love of Kevin, her handsome, successful, supportive husband. Yet her desperate longing for a child is driving her into a deep depression and away from Kevin. In the tradition of Waiting to Exhale and Big Girls Don't Cry, Here and Now is the poignant story of two strong, intelligent women facing tragedy, surviving loss and terrible sorrow, and ultimately learning that only with each other's help can they heal the hurt and celebrate the joy in their lives.

Fun StuFF

Your Quirk Factor: 63%

You're so quirky, it's hard for you to tell the difference between quirky and normal.No doubt about it, there's little about you that's "normal" or "average."

How Quirky Are You?

Your Dating Purity Score: 82%

You are an innocent dater.You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship.Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!

Dating Purity Test

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are More Mild Than Wild

You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are.Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive.

Are You Hot?

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romanceYou love to kiss under the stars or by the seaThe perfect kiss involves the perfect moodIt's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Your Values Profile

Loyalty: You value loyalty highly.You're completely devoted to your friends and family.Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them.Just make sure they're equally loyal to you! Honesty: You value honesty a fair amount.You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity." Generosity: You don't really value generosity.Your needs always come first, no matter what.And you'll possibly help someone else out...But only if it helps you in return. Humility: You value humility highly.You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You value tolerance a fair amount.You are open to new cultures, beliefs, and ideas.You have very few prejudices that you're aware of.And while you are tolerant, you do stand true to what you believe.

The Five Factor Values Test

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.But you may be ready in a couple of years.You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's" Your Ideal Relationship?

Its cuz Ima V I R G I N...

Mr Sosoo: understand something..................................
Mr Sosoo: when a guy pushes up and doesnt see the green light, hes gonna run away or lose interest chaun
OoHsHeRuDe516: ohhhhhhhhh dats wat it is
Mr Sosoo: the green light is a shot at getting ur poom poom
Mr Sosoo: we've got needs chaun
OoHsHeRuDe516: nice n deaded
OoHsHeRuDe516: thanx for clearing that up for me
Mr Sosoo: this is going to happen to you a lot, but this is good for you because...............
Mr Sosoo: it helps you find the real from the fake
OoHsHeRuDe516: it does happen a lot
OoHsHeRuDe516: everytime it happens
OoHsHeRuDe516: im used to it
Mr Sosoo: youll be alright
Mr Sosoo:Mr.Right will stay and wait
Mr Sosoo: and not pressure you
OoHsHeRuDe516: I guess so
Mr Sosoo: its tough being a girl right
OoHsHeRuDe516: no
OoHsHeRuDe516: a virgin


Being a virgin and a girl with standards/morals is more difficult than anyone could possibly imagine. Think about it. Having to meet guys, find the time to start really liking them and then the time comes to get down with the "get down" and he finds out that ur a virgin who isn't interested in letting him beat. Now what happens... u guessed it. New Nigga /Same Scenario. Things really don't change. In all my almost 18 years of living I haven't really found a guy I deem worthy of having me in that way. Half these girls don't really understand my reasons WHY I dont do some of the things they do. They truly never will. But I am a tough girl and my shell can't be broken without my consent. Thats just the way things are. There is only one person/friend right now that I know of who can identify with me. Well 2 if u count celibacy. In my opinion, It doesnt TOTALLY suck. The only part that sucks is when u really like someone who can't deal with it. But thanx to a nice little chat, I've come to the realization that niggas will be niggas and I can't change that. Thats where I think I kept messing up. Thinking I could be the one to break the cycle based on other things. Guess u really can't. If Mr. Right comes along, Thank u Lord... If he doesnt, Thank u Lord nehow. At least I KNOW I aint pregnant lol.


[if itz such a good thing, why do u guys keep running away?]<--- not rhetorical. Feel free to respond.

THE BARTYQUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So the bartyque was a success, despite the drama and other things that attempted to stop it from happening. Me, Talia, and Ade ended up hosting and paying for it ourselves and we did a durn good job I'd say. Sidique is a life saver. DJed for 175 as opposed to Soundplex charing us 350... smh. I had fun even though it was crazy cold lol. Everyone looked all nice n stuff and my weave was all tight and in place lol. There were so many BOYS my head was spinning. It was a strait sausage fest and I was enjoying every minute of it lololol. The party was even still poppin AFTER IT GOT SHUT DOWN! Niggas didnt wanna go home lol. Nehoo Thats just a little snippet to keep u updated with our events.