Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Its cuz Ima V I R G I N...


Mr Sosoo: understand something..................................
Mr Sosoo: when a guy pushes up and doesnt see the green light, hes gonna run away or lose interest chaun
OoHsHeRuDe516: ohhhhhhhhh dats wat it is
Mr Sosoo: the green light is a shot at getting ur poom poom
Mr Sosoo: we've got needs chaun
OoHsHeRuDe516: nice n deaded
OoHsHeRuDe516: thanx for clearing that up for me
Mr Sosoo: this is going to happen to you a lot, but this is good for you because...............
Mr Sosoo: it helps you find the real from the fake
OoHsHeRuDe516: it does happen a lot
OoHsHeRuDe516: everytime it happens
OoHsHeRuDe516: im used to it
Mr Sosoo: youll be alright
Mr Sosoo:Mr.Right will stay and wait
Mr Sosoo: and not pressure you
OoHsHeRuDe516: I guess so
Mr Sosoo: its tough being a girl right
OoHsHeRuDe516: no
OoHsHeRuDe516: a virgin


Being a virgin and a girl with standards/morals is more difficult than anyone could possibly imagine. Think about it. Having to meet guys, find the time to start really liking them and then the time comes to get down with the "get down" and he finds out that ur a virgin who isn't interested in letting him beat. Now what happens... u guessed it. New Nigga /Same Scenario. Things really don't change. In all my almost 18 years of living I haven't really found a guy I deem worthy of having me in that way. Half these girls don't really understand my reasons WHY I dont do some of the things they do. They truly never will. But I am a tough girl and my shell can't be broken without my consent. Thats just the way things are. There is only one person/friend right now that I know of who can identify with me. Well 2 if u count celibacy. In my opinion, It doesnt TOTALLY suck. The only part that sucks is when u really like someone who can't deal with it. But thanx to a nice little chat, I've come to the realization that niggas will be niggas and I can't change that. Thats where I think I kept messing up. Thinking I could be the one to break the cycle based on other things. Guess u really can't. If Mr. Right comes along, Thank u Lord... If he doesnt, Thank u Lord nehow. At least I KNOW I aint pregnant lol.


[if itz such a good thing, why do u guys keep running away?]<--- not rhetorical. Feel free to respond.

1 comment:

C.LEE said...

aww babes, i respect you for keeping your goods to yourself, i honestly wish i stayed a virgin. But sex isnt all that ppl make out of it,to me its a mental thing, personally i dont have casual sex, only if i'm in a relationship with a guy, but even they start to act up, so just do you babes, your pretty, sweet, funny, stylish smart, forreal you are and everyone knows that thats why u have so many goddamn friends lol your like a sponge everyone wants to be around you & how more beautiful can that be...much love gurly

your highschool friend charlette