TEACH ME... HOW TO LOVE

Show me how to love
Show me the way to surrender my heart
[Boy] I’m so lost
Teach me how to love
How I can get my emotions involved
Teach me... how to love

I was always taught to be strong
Never let them think you care at all
Let no one get close to me
Before you and me
I done shared things with you girl about my past that I’d never tell
To anyone else
Just keep it to myself
[Boy] I know I lack affection and expressing my feelings
It took me a minute to come and admit this
But see I’m really trying to change now
Wanna love you better, show me how
I’m trying desperately
Baby, please work with me

- Musiq Soulchild


This track hits home. Its time to just be honest rite? Here I go.

Truth is, alot of the time I hide my feelings behind my sarcasm just hoping that people just GET IT. Too bad alot of them miss it. Lets not get it twisted, I mean ALOT of the things I say (lol).

When it comes to me + him relationships, articulation is always an issue. How do I tell him that I think he's great and that I'd really love to be the lady on his arm without scaring him off? I really honestly don't know what it means to love someone other than myself, family, and friends. I think I really am scared to let people IN that way. I guess when the right one comes along he'll change everything. Until then...


Where's the party!?!?!? :)