
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
P.G. County by Connie Briscoe

Monday, July 30, 2007
The Fall Heard 'Round the World

Unforgivable
WARNING: Very explicit in content and language
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Have you ever met someone who had all of the world’s possibilities lying right at arms length but wouldn’t take hold of them? Have you ever met somebody who wanted some things so bad but never chased the desires of her heart because of fear? Have you ever met someone so afraid to try and succeed? That person is me.
I’m petrified of the future so I cling to the presence and marvel at the past. Things were simple back then. Things weren’t so complicated. It was a time when good things just came to me. Now that I’m older, things aren’t always handed to me. I have to go get them.
My fear is not that I am insufficient but that my sufficiency is far beyond my expectations. It’s quite oxymoronic I think.
I’d also like to just say that I am highly favored by the Lord b/c I’ve gotten so far in my life at such a young age and not because I deserved it all of the time. I didn’t have to work so hard to get to where I am now. Everything was easy for me and I thank GOD for His unmerited favor upon my life.
Anyway, I guess its time for me to gain some confidence and get in the game and stop watching everyone else play.
[Help me Lord]
- Preferential and Insecure
Thursday, July 19, 2007
PHOTOS by me





WHORE
–noun
1. a woman who engages in promiscuous sexual intercourse, usually for money; prostitute; harlot; strumpet.
Should I pride myself in knowing so many?? (I say this in the most sarcastic way possible)
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
GROW UP!
Are people just bored and wanna be in sumthn?I swear it seems like people wake up looking for something negative to get into. Lets see... Im a year away from graduating from college and my peers act worst than high school students. I never even went through any of this crap in High School. GROW UP! I don't have time for all of that he say she say, lying to cover my tail, soap opera drama.
And it seems to me that people also cant seem to think for themselves. Definitely not the kind of people I need to be around. I like my friends to have opinions.... their OWN! There's nothing worst than a lukewarm person. Dont know if they're hot or cold.
So basically, here's the verdict... Im not dealing with this nonsense post Summer 2007. Im just not. If you act greasy, I just wont speak to you. Liars are automatically deaded. All that gossip... save it for someone else. Its just never that serious for me to keep all that negativity around me and be involved in CRAP. Its not necessary nor is it wise.
[oil & water just dont mix]
Monday, July 09, 2007
I said... "A whole lot!"
Someone (usually someone who aint even tryna get with me) always asks me this question. I guess they all wonder why Im always single. Well, for one, IM PICKY PICKY PICKY; 2, Im not a good girlfriend. I guess I learn how to be one later in life. Don't get me wrong, Im a GREAT girl, but I just know how to be a "lover," if u will. Not yet at least; 3, too busy and need to focus all my attention on keeping money in the bank and knowlege in my head.
But back to basics... what I look for in a guy! Well okay... I guess I'll just list some of the qualities of my "perfect guy"
- Taller than me. (that would be lovely)
- Well kept. (Low neat cut ::ceasars only... no fades n stuff:: or neat braids. Either is fine)
- Sneaker Head. A guy in great sneakers is always sexy PLUS PLUS PLUS
- Not too flashy! I hate big chains, big watches, ed hardy, rhinestones, etc. Just iron your clothes and make sure they fit!
- Humorous. (If he can make me laugh he's good money)
- Spiritual. (Please know and like Jesus. Im not asking for a preacher here but at least LIKE Him)
- Intelligent. (There is nothing more I hate more than a man who cant talk to me about nething else except girls, sex, and money... beat it! A good mind is a turn on)
- Honest. (Do I even have to say anything? If Im not pleasing you, please leave me and just be with her. To do it behind my back will only result in two funerals and I'll still be here to tell the story)
- Respectful. (Disrespectful men are the worst! And God forbid he puts his hands on me in a way I DONT like! hmmmph!... we ain't going there)
- A License (I dont have one right now and aint no subway comin to LI. I mean its not a necessity but that would be nice)
- Talent!!!! (A singer, A dancer, A poet, A photographer, A muscian... SOMETHING!)
Now I dont go walking around with a list handing them out tryna find prince charming cuz I know the ONE may not posess all of these qualities but dammit he's got 10 of 11. lol.
How well do YOU match up?
Didnt meet the mark huh? lol
Am I too demanding? Honestly!.... Yeah, I dont think so either lol.
ThePerfctMisfit (5:03:49 PM): nice n stolen
m i s z dymondz3 (5:05:38 PM): lmao
m i s z dymondz3 (5:05:41 PM): worddd
ThePerfctMisfit (5:04:01 PM): speaking of "word"
ThePerfctMisfit (5:04:10 PM): chris n i were having a covo at our jobless job
ThePerfctMisfit (5:04:11 PM): today
ThePerfctMisfit (5:04:25 PM): discussing the many slang terms that have existed
ThePerfctMisfit (5:04:33 PM): baffled by how they came about
m i s z dymondz3 (5:06:30 PM): here we go...
ThePerfctMisfit (5:04:53 PM): if you take websters definition and the slang definition and use of the word u wonder "what the hell" "how the hell"
ThePerfctMisfit (5:05:07 PM): for example
ThePerfctMisfit (5:05:11 PM): "word up"=
ThePerfctMisfit (5:05:29 PM): used to express agreement, truth, etc.
ThePerfctMisfit (5:05:36 PM): "yo that party was great"
ThePerfctMisfit (5:05:38 PM): "word up"?
ThePerfctMisfit (5:05:40 PM): -?
ThePerfctMisfit (5:05:48 PM): word + up...
ThePerfctMisfit (5:05:49 PM): hmmm
ThePerfctMisfit (5:05:57 PM): word = our vocabulary
m i s z dymondz3 (5:07:43 PM): listen
ThePerfctMisfit (5:06:01 PM): there are MANY words
m i s z dymondz3 (5:07:47 PM): it makes sense
m i s z dymondz3 (5:07:48 PM): shut up
m i s z dymondz3 (5:07:54 PM): SHUT UP
ThePerfctMisfit (5:06:10 PM): lmaooooo
m i s z dymondz3 (5:07:57 PM): im bout to explain
m i s z dymondz3 (5:07:58 PM): word
m i s z dymondz3 (5:08:02 PM): up
m i s z dymondz3 (5:08:32 PM): when you speak....you are speaking words....when something that is spoken so true...it needs to be uplifted....you get word up
m i s z dymondz3 (5:08:35 PM): thank you
m i s z dymondz3 (5:08:38 PM): (takes a bow)
ThePerfctMisfit (5:07:43 PM): LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Saturday, July 07, 2007
I've done all that and I've just realized that even though I do all the GOOD to other people that I can, it wont always be reciprocated. I used to get mad about it but tonight I found that just because other people dont always give back to me the way I give to them has NOTHING to do with me as a person. I've done my job and GOD will deal with those who blatantly do wrong by not only me but others as well.
*Note to self:
Fool me once, SHAME ON YOU
Fool me twice, SHAME ON ME!
Its okay to play the fool. Just don't play it TWICE!
Friday, July 06, 2007
Its soooooooo close...
I really can't believe I have ONE more year to go before Im out of college!!! I mean everything went by so fast. Im a little scared to be honest. For me, its kind of like ... okay, I graduate and then what? I dunno where Im going, what I want. Im just sorta "goin' w/ the flow."
Anyways... Me being 19year old senior? lol. That sounds dope for real. I guess I never realized how ridiculously young I was until I suddenly became the only one in the crew under 21. See now THAT's WACK! But I guess being young, privileged, gifted, and black has its perks. Yeah, I like to toot my own horn. I deserve it! lol